Im gonna be better than the best. Ill set a new standard. Ill accomplish everything while not giving up any part of me! Just watch me become amazing and see me set a new standard for the best!
So tonight, i was reminded about all my many ambitions in life and how I wish to basically… become the best. simple enough. got a whole lot I need to improve myself on… far from perfect, but no where near giving up.
All my goals, I want it as much as I want to breathe.
I got reminded of a world I thought I would have nothing to do with again tonight. Some people think they are invincible… but does that invincibility come at the expense of others lives? a reminder of fear, and forced bravery but also a reminder of what reality really consists of.
this whole not being able to sleep at night is really messing up my schedule….
I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom
So I had Root Beer instead.
I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
That I didn’t drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.
I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right,
The party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, Mom
Something I expected least.
Now I’m lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mom, his voice seems far away.
My own blood’s all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedics say,
This girl is going to die.
I’m sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high,
Because he chose to drink and drive,
Now I would have to die.
So why do people do it, Mom
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
Like a hundred stabbing knives
Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
Tell daddy to be brave,
And when I go to heaven,
Put “Daddy’s Girl” on my grave.
Someone should have taught him,
That its wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I’d still be alive
My breath is getting shorter, Mom
I’m getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
And I’m so unprepared.
I wish that you could hold me Mom,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say, “I LOVE you, Mom!”
So I LOVE you and good-bye.